Only I Know

Only I know.......

All these nights will pass like this..

No one will have any idea of what I think on my roof looking at the sky. The words of my diary have their reach limited to me. The report of my brain scanned by a doctor is just up to me. And only I know how many times I stopped buses just for searching that face in that particular place.

Only I know the real address of the hero of stories I have woven on the world's grieving tunes.

When I close my eyes in a lighted room, and how I see myself falling between the black dots and yellow backgrounds? Only I know...

Only I know, how I threw my cellphone and spectacles when my fingers refused to delete her texts and eyes refused to stop looking at her pics. I am not able to tell or explain a few things about myself to anyone... So sometimes I consider mirror as a second person and spend hours talking about such things to mirror. When I crack any self-made joke, I hear  the laughs, then only I know how I also want to laugh freely like them.

This thing is also known to me that I want to see the faces of boys from all over the world whose face is covered by their sweetheart's scarf. By looking at their face I want to judge my face. I need a familiar scarf to hide my ash-looking face.... And only I know this thing

When I suddenly wake up at night and try to fill the empty space on the left side of my bed in the arms, then only I know that whose soul can be involved in the measurement of my arms. Nobody knows the things limited to you, they know nothing. No one thought so deeply of me and no one could even think.. If someone tries to do so, then he disappears after few years, no months no no actually days.

After missing, they only get erased from memory. Gradually, their face starts to tarnish. And I know where the fainted faces are lost in the space.

Shikhar Pathak

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Definition of Love

Well, there is no definition of love,

But if the thought of losing her never blinked your sleep,
If you never felt unavoidable desires to hear her voice,
If you never experienced sulk to see her glimpse,
If her sadness had not became the moisture of your eyes,
If her displeasement never gave you self anger,
If being near her never increased your heartbeat,
If life didn't seem beautiful to you with her smile,
If your sleep came without her permission,
And if she never kissed on your forehead in the morning dreams,

THEN, you never experienced love.......
AND even if you did, it was much below the bar which has been set in the past by lovers like me ....


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तुम्हारे जाने के बाद!

तुम्हारे जाने के बाद!

तुम्हारे जाने के बाद 

कभी मै पूरा पूरा सा नहीं लगा खुदको 

कुछ भाग मेरा संग ले गयी हो तुम

और कोई टुकड़ा अपने अस्तित्व का 

छोड़ दिया है मुझमे 

जो रहेगा ऐसे ही जीवन पर्यन्त 

ये पर्वत जंगल सागर ये धरा सूर्य

सब नष्ट होने के पश्चात भी तुम रहोगी

व्याप्त मुझमे 

जो फिर कही बानी ये पृथ्वी लाखो 

करोङो वर्ष बाद 

तुम्हे पुनः खोजने के प्रयास होंगे 

एक आखिरी मुलाकात उद्धार है तुम 

पर 

~ शिखर 

Recent write-ups by Shikhar Pathak

Forever

When I'll be in a state of zero

Youth also may have changed its colour

Only the last stop will remain yet to cover

I will be trapped inside this shabby mortal body

I will love you till that date my lover..........

~Shikhar

Phantom

Inside the subcutaneous bones, along with blood

With glance in her eyes, telling me chimes of the soul

The phantom of your love roams all around me.

~Shikhar

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10 years of Singh Vs 5 years of Modi

Hello readers....

Since this is a very high time of elections and the voting for more than half of the constituencies is already finished.

So here I am going to provide an unbiased analysis of 10 years of UPA govt.(2004-2014) with the 5 years of NDA , leaving on you to decide the better...

I will just put some facts known to me..

JOBS :

During manmohan singh’s era job rate was 9.7lakh job per year.

this rate is not enough, but we have to consider the global recession of 2008–09, and they admitted it

modi at that time called this a job less growth and called this a failure

when modi started working the job rate is 2 lakh jobs per year(lost after demo)

GDP GROWTH RATE:

manmohan singh : An average of 7.7 percent per year( according to old formula) 9.7 % (according to new formula) this growth rate is best in the histroy of independent india

TAXES:

crude oil prices were at all time high, and congress was providing subsidies to control it

currently petrol price in India is at all time high

service taxes : increased from 12.6 to 14% by NDA government

ELECTRIFICATION:

both of our prime ministers did a far job here but modi tweeting fake tweets about 100% electrification of all village is not acceptable, there own party workers are saying that their village is not electrified

* Education -

India has achieved "near universal education" at the primary school level due to Right to Education and the dropout rates have also decreased. The outlay for education has been constantly increased. Central universities increased from 17 to 44 during 2004-13.

SWAACH BHARAT :

In manmohan singh’ time 11 to 12 million toilets are constructed every year

currently in modi period we are constructing 4 to 5 million toilets per year

yap, speech from modi about this is more than singh

OTHERS:

MANMOHAN SINGH ERA:

1. women safety was really low at that time and in 2012 rape cases were very common .
2. surgical strikes happen in singh’s era as well, but singh never speak out loud and maintained peace with pak
3. we have lot of potential in development of renewable energy sector but singh didnt taken considerable action such as piyush goyal

MODI ERA:

1. Women are considerably more safe now.
2. goyal did an excellent job in energy sector
3. uma bharti failed to clean ganga, which no one discuss now
4. nitin gadkari is doing fine job in road construction
5. railways are more cleaner now
6. strange laws from ambulance for cows in up to link everytime to adhar
7. failed scheme start up India, mudra loan etc
8. fake news as UNESCO has started giving strange awards as best prime minister, happiest country.
9. modibhakts

#deshkaresult

#LSelections2019

#shikhar

#INCvsBJP

#UPAvsNDA

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Hello readers , since AISSCE exams are over so I will post on my blog more frequently than before .

So here I am beginning with posting some latest works of mine, hope you all will enjoy it please share and leave a token of appreciation in the comments.

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What's going on?

This is in regards to request you all to like a new page on Instagram @humari_kalamse .
This page is started by a team having me as a member .
The main goal of our is to share some quality work of poetries,prose,duplets,sonets,etc written by the team of 3 members....
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